rezeki

arinie dpt lg duet walaupown xbnyk tp ttp rezeki kan

alhamdulillah

boley beli baju raye!!!

pose x pose

tgh syok2 jln2 kt tesco td tibe2 terserempak ngn bdk2 laki yg tgh syok mkn tgh2 hari bute

lau bkn bulan pose xpew la tp kite kan tgh bln pose skunk nie cik abg oiii

aku cube positifkan otakku dgn mengatakan diorg tue bkn islam kowt

 bile aku tanye ayh, ayh ckp sorg jewp bdk cine dlm grup tue 5 yg lain melayu

xmalu betul mkn tgh2 org ramai 

ramai kowt org yg xpuas hati ngn diorg

lau da xpose tue xyah ar nk menunjuk2 

ish2 mcm2 la bdk zmn skunk nieyh

Love The Way I Am

hope there will be someone will love me the way i am not just in any kisah dongeng semata mata mcm dlm lagu stacy nieyh :)

Ku sedar ku tak seberapa
Jika dibanding mereka
Yang jauh lebih megah dari diri ini

Apa yang mampu ku berhias
Hanyalah hati yang ikhlas
Terpendam simpan untuk dia yang sudi

Mencintai aku dengan seadanya
Mencintai aku bukan kerana rupa
Dalam waktu sedu
Dalam waktu hiba
Ku harapkan dia rela

Mencintai aku dengan seadanya
Sanggup menerima insan tak sempurna
Atau mungkin cinta sebegitu hanya
Kisah dongeng saja

Belum pernah ku merasakan
Dipeluk dalam dakapan
Eratnya melindungi jiwa rapuh ini

Sanubariku memerlukan
Kehadiran seorang teman
Tulus mencurah kasih sepenuh hati

Mencintai aku dengan seadanya
Mencintai aku bukan kerana rupa
Dalam waktu sedu
Dalam waktu hiba
Ku harapkan dia rela

Mencintai aku dengan seadanya
Sanggup menerima insan tak sempurna
Atau mungkin cinta sebegitu hanya
Kisah dongeng saja

mencintai aku dengan seadanya, sanggup menerima insan tak sempurna...insyaAllah one day!!

one day

have should would ought to HAVE THIS

Anorexia (Anorexia Nervosa)

Definition

Anorexia is an eating disorder. It occurs when a person's obsession with diet and exercise leads to extreme weight loss. The disorder is considered if a person refuses to maintain a body weight at or above 85% of their ideal body weight. It can be fatal.

Causes

The cause of anorexia is not known. It appears that genetics and environment play a role.

Risk Factors

A risk factor increases your chance of getting a disease or condition. Risk factors for anorexia include the following:

• Sex: female
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• Age: adolescence or early adulthood
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• Low self-esteem
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• Feelings of helplessness
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• Perfectionism
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• Fear of becoming overweight
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• Familial pressure to be thin
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• Families that are overprotective, rigid, under-involved, or in conflict
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• Family history of eating disorders
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• Emotional stress
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• Mood disorders such as depression or generalized anxiety disorder
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• Personality disorders
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• Susceptibility to social and fashion trends emphasizing or glamorizing thinness

Symptoms

Symptoms may include:

• Excessive weight loss
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• Obsession with food, calories, and fat content
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• Dieting even when thin
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• Intense fear of gaining weight, even when underweight
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• Body dysmorphia—distorted self-image of being overweight despite evidence to the contrary
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• Basing self-evaluation heavily on body weight or shape
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• Loss of menstrual periods (secondary amenorrhea) or delay in menarche (onset of periods)
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• Excessive exercising
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• Feeling cold, especially hands and feet
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• Being secretive about food
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• Hair loss and/or growth of fine hair on the body
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• Fainting 
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• Constipation
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• Depression and/or anxiety
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• Heart palpitations
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Anorexia often leads to a number of serious medical problems including:

• Amenorrhea (loss of periods)
• Osteoporosis
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• Cardiac problems—can be fatal

Body Dysmorphia

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History of Anorexia

The History of Anorexia is old. In ancient Rome during the period of feasting, people used to vomit food they ate. They even had particular place for it called “vomitorium”. There is a lot of remembrance about these events in ancient Rome books. Roman emperors Vitellius and Claudius were anorexic.

Some other cultures like ancient Egyptian culture purged themselves every month for three days in series, using clysters and emetics to preserve health. They considered that human diseases come from food.

In Europe during the middle ages purgation was used like a medicine for many diseases and was advocated by middle age physicians.

In ancient Arabia and Greece there were also descriptions in texts of purging and bingeing.

But all these ancient practices of purging and bingeing are alike but not the same as what we call “anorexia” now. There was no proof of a drive for thinness that is the obvious attribute in all modern anorexics; in fact skinny shape was not the normal shape for women.

From the proofs that have been reported it is clear that anorexia nervosa as it is presented now was an unknown disease until the late 20th century.

Anorexia Nervosa means “nervous loss of appetite”. This meaning is not on the whole right, since it is based on misunderstanding. The people who bear from Anorexia Nervosa do not at all have lack of need to eat; they are only afraid of putting on weight. Therefore, the term “self starving” would be more appropriate, or even better expressed “weightfobia”.

Anorexia Nervosa is very general today, than a century ago. There are different reasons for this:

• The thin principle has become “fashionable”; an ideal which almost all type’s of media supports. This leads people to think that this is the proper way to look, and the right way to live their life. Many people try various slimming methods, one after the other, and inappropriate slimming methods is the most regular factor which starts an eating disorder.
• Recent technology helps us so much that we do not need to apply our bodies physically as much as before. Most work is performed in a sitting position.
• The media also concentrates a lot on sport and exercise, which can lead to tremendous focus on one’s body, and on an almost unapproachable body ideal.

Eating disorders like Anorexia Nervosa have shown to happen more commonly in countries where these reasons are more noticeable in the daily life.

Anorexia Nervosa was described for the first time in 1684, but it was not identified and described with it’s diagnosis until 1870. The birth of the new illness was not only related to the new way to look at medicine, but also an effect of the changes in the society, and on the new model for young women. The history of Anorexia Nervosa is partially an effect of the culture that we live in, and partially an effect of the social structure in our society.

Although Anorexia Nervosa has been well-known from long time by psychologists and other behavioral scientists, at the end of the twentieth century the common public first got to know about the disease and its nature. It was not until the start of the 1970s, that the American media began to write about Anorexia Nervosa. In American media there were stories in 1974 about how young women refused to eat, but without really illumination how serious this illness could be. In 1984, during the American TV-show “Saturday night live”, the host started to joke about the disease and showed a proposal of how an anorectic cookbook could look like. Today, most of us have realized how serious is the disease and its processes.

After almost three decades of clinical research of Anorexia Nervosa in 1978, Hilde Bruch the psychologist printed and published a book about the disease. The book called as the golden cage is written on 70 real cases, where mostly young women’s testimonials are included. At the time when the book was published, Bruch claimed that the disease was so common that it had become a big problem in most American colleges and universities.

In 1970s a study based on clinical research showed that Anorexia Nervosa is a disease linked to the culture that we live in. This means that the disease is very common in the Western world, and a lot is depending on the various factors which have been described above.

From the 1980s until today there has been a great amount of literature published about Anorexia Nervosa (and about Bulimia Nervosa, which is a disease closely related to Anorexia Nervosa), and many scientists have published research on this disorder. Today, there are a lot of clinics around the world, with specialized psychiatrists and psychologists, in order to help women and men that suffer from Anorexia Nervosa.

TYPES OF EPILEPSY

Epileptic seizures are sometimes confused with psychogenic seizures, which are not due to abnormal electrical function. A psychogenic seizure may be a psychological response to stress, injury, emotional trauma, or other factors.

Types of epilepsy

There are many types of epilepsy. All types cause seizures. It can be difficult to determine what type of epilepsy you have because of the numerous possible causes, because different types of seizures can occur in the same person, and because the types may affect each person differently.
Some specific types of epilepsy are:

• Benign focal childhood epilepsy, which causes muscles all over the body to stiffen and jerk. These usually occur at night.
• Childhood and juvenile absence epilepsy, which causes staring into space, eye fluttering, and slight muscle jerks.
• Infantile spasms (West syndrome), which causes muscle spasms that affect a child's head, torso, and limbs. Infantile spasms usually begin before the age of 6 months.
• Juvenile myoclonic epilepsy, which causes jerking in the shoulders or arms.
• Lennox-Gastaut syndrome, which causes frequent and several different types of seizures to occur. This syndrome can lead to falls during a seizure, which can cause an injury.
• Temporal lobe epilepsy (the most common type of epilepsy in adults), which causes smacking of the lips or rubbing the hands together, emotional or thought disturbances, and hallucinations of sounds, smells, or tastes.

Epilepsy is not a form of intellectual disability or mental illness. Although a few forms of childhood epilepsy are associated with below-average intelligence and problems with physical and mental development, epilepsy does not cause these problems. Seizures may look scary or strange, but they do not make a person crazy, violent, or dangerous.

Not everyone who has a seizure has epilepsy. Seizures that are not epileptic may result from several different medical conditions such as poisoning, fever, fainting, or alcohol or drug withdrawal. Seizures that occur at the time of a disease, injury, or illness and stop when the condition improves are not related to epilepsy. But if seizures occur repeatedly (become chronic), occurring weeks, months, or even years after the injury or illness, you have developed epilepsy as a result of the condition.
There are several other conditions with similar symptoms, such as fainting or seizures caused by high fevers.